Meleilei

As some of you know, I'm reading homestuck. I'm in lovelovelooooove! I'd love you forever if you'd RP it with me. No one ever wants to. ;~; Bwaaaah. I like PB&J. Nope. Understatement. I AM PB&J. TIS MY LIFE, I SAY. That is all. Note me if you wanna get frisky with some tavgam or other pairings. Or should I say... VRISKY. :| jklol. <3 BYELUHHYUHHH.

I let him hurt me again. This time, however, was the last. I've never felt so stupid in my life. I let my 'first love' be wasted on him, and now he's too high to even comprehend what I'm saying. Thats one of the many problems I have with him. I love him too much for who he is. And who he is isn't good. But I'm one of the few people who understood him, and he was one of the few who understood me. All this time he told me he didn't want to commit because he knew he'd hurt me. I should've believed him because it all rang true not even a month later. I let it slide because I'm stupid and insecure. I just wanted him to love me back. Finally he sa

Didn't have internet for a month. /: